So there was this hot girl on the floor, you know the story.  Blond, outgoing, funny, smart so far.  All pretty good...... found out today she smokes. damn

guess there cant be a serious relationship there

So definitely feel like a lifeguard now.  I saved a little girl.
Want to hear the story ? well i want to tell it :P

I was guarding in the diving board chair and this little girl wallk to the end of the diving board, hesitates a little bit and hopped in der water.  When she came back up she was doing the really slow swimming that every little kid does, i thought. She paddled a little bit, looked at me, paddled a little bit and then just stopped like she was out of batteries or something.  i guess its not a very good story, so well make it short.  I jumped in the water exactly wrong (according to red cross), rescued her almost wrong( i didnt pause to ready myself, also from red cross) but she was fine once we got to the side.  so i say, bugger red cross if it works

Not much else to report

well, im really a college student now. orientated, scheduled and id'd

i wish i could start yesterday.  or i wish i was still in high school.  ONE OR THE OTHER.  college more though. 
HellomynameisNEILhowmayihelpyou

my day.

woke up 1 ish
Started making lunch 1:30ish
Had andy pester me to give his girlfriend(can drive) a ride home
Eat lunch
Get annoyed enough to take andy's girlfriend home 2 ish
putz around
Go to my friend's aunt's viewing. 4:45
Leave my friend's aunt's viewing because i felt out of place 5:30
Go to park 5:45
Skip rocks, find a cute question, find a condom wrapper, see canoers and fishers, walk to an island, get shat on by a snail, see two deer and leave 6-8
now 8:11

So the band got home from camp today and i went.  I'm ready to leave now, i dont really think i was before this.  Mostly because i was uncomfortable most of the time, i didnt really fit in before but now i am sure that i dont at all.  and thats alright, it really is.  Im lying.  But theres nothing to be done so i want to leave now.  i want to move on but little parts of me wont.  Little bastards. 

how are you doing?

im peachy, all orangey and fuzzy with a big pit in the middle.... or not.